Hello, I havent been blogging for awhile.

I've kinda gotten over it, so I'll just vent out all the stupid bottled up crap inside of me so that I can like, leave it behind.

ok, where to start.

Yes I'm disappointed, I never thought you were that kind of a person. Dont say there was nothing, I did not infer, you laid it out, you were explicit. I embraced it, committed myself to it. You didnt. Its not okay to lead someone on, then have a change of heart. It wasnt official, but the things that were said wasnt merely platonic.

OK so some guy held her and that was it. SO WHAT, GROW UP KENNETH.

YES OK, I HAVE. Normal to fail the very first one, ok so quest failed, whoohoo, gained experience points, level up(lol des). Lesson learnt, moved on. Pain and Sorrow and Hatred and Sympathy and Empathy and Regret form a mesh that keeps me and hold me back. Well I've freed myself finally.

As the saying goes, Its better to have loved and lost, rather than to have not loved at all.

What utter rubbish is that. THAT IS THE STUPIDEST THING I've heard.

I did experience the purest most primitive form of joy, better than picking some epic rare 0.001% drop from bosses, or reaching level 80, or getting As or those kinda rubbish.
But also the most heart-wrenching pain. No comparisions here.

Ok, thats it. This is the very last post on this matter. Sorry for all the angst, but I need to leave it behind, and just continue on my path. Whoo. Ok, level 3 here I come.

I'm not emo anyomre btw! Its jsut a post that has been waiting-in-line to be posted, and this is the time to finally end it all. yayness. Bye!