Lol,I didn't really want to say this, but corliss, you encapsulated everything I wanted to whine about to you LOL, apart from some minor details.
Especially the part about hope,when you were so receptive haha
I've made similar post before but never found the courage to post it up lol.
Well at least I wont have to shout it out here.

Its pretty ironic don't you think. Like some paying it forward thingy, but in a negative sense haha. I wonder if I caused pain to someone too, cuz I suspect I did too lolol. What a tragic circle. Epic-ness. Life's such a joke lol.

Aww man look what your post did, it made me feel emo again HAHA.ok not emo not emo.

But don't worry, I've put it behind me, and its great just befriending and knowing you. I hope you would be able to do the same with yours and move on too haha. Like the many who comforted me, I would do the same and be your pillar of support in the burning heartache the ensues. LOL EPIC CHEESY-NESS. My my don't I sound desperate HAHA. But I don't have a hidden agenda so don't worry lol.

ok its 2am I better sleep. Teachers day tmr boo. Hope I don't screw up the backstage arrangement lolol. Stay strong, don't fall sick :) promos will end sooner than you know it. AND YOU WILL NOT RETAIN LOL CHILL!

Promos are coming soon, 27 days or less I think.
That means I dont even have a week for each subject! Ahhh!
I havent been doing my tutorials lol damn. Still in lala mode

And I was randomly browsing through my phone songs. Then I came across the Man Who Cant Be Moved. And I was like, wth, this song is so totally representative. I didnt realise it even though I can remember the lyrics of the whole song now and I love singing it to you guys(LOL DES, I'm sure everyone love to hear me sing anw:P). Well, I wont camp in the LT LOL(if you guys can still remember the remix I did with the song HAHA), but its still such a sad song and I am feeling sad now. LOL. i dunno why i keep laughing when i said i feel sad. Emotion overload?

And i realised i like to keep calling people dude nowadays. Like just now I was in popular with my mum, then she was shopping for stupid revision books when i already have so many, so i was like "dude lets go man". Then my mum was like "Dont dude me, boy" LOLOL. Then there was like a guy and a girl around my age near us then they were like O.o epic haha.

Ok time to *try to* mug. Hope I dont get distracted by YOU-KNOW-WHO LOL. That phrase is seriously stupid, like some childish phrase youknowwhoooo! lol ok bye.

SPA is over woot.

And I am stuck at home again:(

It was raining outside my house, and I didnt bring my umbrella. So I basically walked like 500 metres in the goddamned heavy rain. I tried running it only got my pants soaked due to the ankle deep puddles that I splashed in. Whoo I'm soaked.

I always cant find people to go out with zz. This whole year i only went out on 1 real outing. sigh. Monday teachers day go out please? anyone? haha <--- desperate ttm lolol

Anw, seriously, screw you. Sorry for the language, BUT ARGH, SERIOUSLY. No wonder bad stuff keeps happening to you. Maybe its your just desserts. I dont understand it that well, BUT STILL. Its very irresponsible and omg, its like right out of the movies! I've watched and read 100s of those situations and it never expected to see it happen in real life. Lol, my lifes been like a drama these past few months. zzz.

Oh and haha corliss, you seriously need to go for a checkup. I'm sure theres some weird underlying disease you have. SERIOUSLY. Normal people dont vomit daily and get sore throat every other day, or have cramps like, every single week consecutively lol. You lead a sad life. Dont suddenly faint in school or something, VJC cursed with 1 death every year... ok wtf nvm. Touch wood.

Des Thanks for always being there, although I say I hate you/dislike you every single day and insult you, you know that deep down inside, I mean every one of those words:) LOL HAHA. Love it when you start getting happy then you go wtf you suck bitch, I'm gonna ***** your b****.

Ok, I'm feeling kinda pissed now, so I shall stop here. Btw, I'm sure some of you who know me better would've guessed what I'm so pissed about. LOL.

Its all a facade.

On another note, des you asked me, are you sure its the one. I want to say no, but I cant. Damn. Even after all that. Therefore I shall reserve the last sentence for a very special someone which I hate the most in my life.

Fuck you Kenneth. You suck like shit.

It hurts.

I thought I would be able to laugh it off, pretend that nothing happened.After all, nothing did happen.

But,
Why do these images flash through
my mind.
Happy memories that now bring me sorrow
It floods my mind
And drowns my heart.

The salvation?
Distraction.
But I can't distract myself
When I sleep.
Sweet dreams leave a bitter taste
When I awake from my slumber
It aches

Begone. The exorcism has begun.
But its not for a demon, but for an angel
Who stole something of mine.
For my mind will be cleansed, as time washes you away



Warning: poems are for dramatisation. Don't read too much into it. Don't worry guys:)

I'm taking a haitus.

A holiday.

An emotional holiday

To relieve my mind

I'll wander into the moonlit sky

Into the twilight.

And let the vortex consume me

Cause only there do I experience stillness

And peace, and quietness

My heart that is plagued by you

Will savour the calmness

And I will awaken to a brand new day:)

My blog is getting unpopular. I'm posted quite interesting stuff leh. Why no one wanna read LOL. Oh wells. READ AND TAG. i shall put a view count lol.

Sulin's Farewell party

Hello! Germaine finally uploaded the pictures from Sulin's farewell party thingy, so I shall make a blog post about it, for those who didnt turn up at least you know what happened haha! lol prepare for lots of photos!

So basically, we planned to meet at like 5, I ended at 340-ish, so there was alot of time to do nothing. And nothing always equals to camwhore session zzz. Anw I just realised this photo was taken with the 4 people i hung out most with during last year! BFF photo LOL. Good to know that we're all still together and havent drifted apart haha.

Then we went to some Coffee House or something like that, dont remember the name, its beside Cafe Cartel at Siglap there. This is the photo of my SIGNATURE WINK LOL(which i wrote about in the last post). Too bad the surprise smile was not included hahaha. KW was doing the stroke patient version of it LOL. The wink was meant to be suductive... oh well LOL. See stump is flattered by my wink LOLOLOL. EPIC FAIL HAHA.

Wink No.2!Germ looks like a shy girl haha! Trying to move away from the two guys squashing her O.o. I tell you I was dam popular that day, everyone wants to take photo with me HAHA. This one doesnt look so good though.

Lol germ looks like shy again LOLOL. I think I look dam gay in photos. ARGH. And my CTC badge is forever screwed in the wrong direction. Stupid badge stop rotating LOL.

Down the table group photo!

Me and my small boi friend Marcus Tan LOL. Marcus smile really like small boi big smile lol. My fat looks dam fat for some reason over here. CORLISS! PLASTIC SURGERY/LIPO LOL. Btw, marcus I want my fringe to be that length too sia wth stupid hairdresser better not cut it away this time.

Ok this was supposed to be the Veronicas pose like in the Untouched MV, but there were 3 of us so... Me and Des had the "seductive" look on us at least(ok u can vomit now), but sulin just burst out laughing hahahaha. She looks like some happy cat or something LOLOL. Look at her face man ahahaa.

GERM'S 12.5 MEGAPIXEL CAMP ROCKS LA. THIS WAS TAKEN IN NIGHT MODE WITHOUT ANY FLASH OR WHATEVER. Super clear and nice contrast la. Too bad alot of us were semi moving so cant see the face properly.

Ok then! The post has come to end. Btw, if you wanan comment u can press the comment button below the post, dont flood the tagboard ok i want to like, be able to store the comments and not just in cbox and let it get flooded away. haha. Ok Its like 145am now OMG too engrossed in this blogging. Gotta sleep early for maths tmr! LOL ok bye!

EMO post.

hi. Today i will make an emo post.
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bye.

LOL. ok i'm not really emo now actually. Bored as usual. And I feel very conflicted, I keep thinking about the same thing over and over again. About you. And whether you refers to me. I dont suppose so. Oh well. Ok this did ended up as an emo post. bye.

lolololol.

Btw, Germ faster upload the photos somewhere leh. I didnt get to see much of the photos you took that day. Wheres my wink! LOL. Killer wink sia LOLOLOLOL. Gimme something to spruce up my blog with! (assuming people dont vomit first)

Guide to a Geisha - Stop a man with 1 look.
step 1 - Surprise smile!
step 2 - EXEGGERATED/SPASTIC/SPASMIC WINK

Sure kill. I should do a video guide. HAHA. ok signing off. Maths tmr! And I'm not happy because we're learning P&C(which is also something to be happy about lol, love the way people go huh when they first learn it, lol saddist)

Hello!

The last post was a video about Charlie, so this time I'll post my favourite song/MV! lol!



Untouched by the Veronicas! Haha. For all my friends who know me, I dont listen to music alot, but I saw this song performed on the Miss USA thingy(not that i watch that boring thing, just caught a glimpse of it lol). And i dunno i just love it. The tune and violin and part rock part pop pastiche culture of the postmodernism era. LOL. And the singers are kinda hot, with their thick mascara LOL. The guy also quite cool sia, his hair rocks. (lol my hair...) Weird video one moment they kissing the guy then they suddenly like les and hold each other hands lol. Guy two time so they find each other?! lol. Btw see corliss, Miley Cyrus/Hanna Montana is so not pretty comparatively haha. But you win :)

Sorry I dont have much to blog about nowadays. Nothing humourous to make my avid fans(LOL) laugh. Well when i feel like it i will post funnier stuffs. Bye!

(First 4 verses are the nicest part of the song:) They kinda apply to me too.

I go oooh oooh, you go ahh ahh
lalalala, lalalala
I can, la la, lalala, lalala
I wanna wanna wanna, ge-get what I want, dont stop

Gimme gimme gimme what you've got got
Cuz I cant wait wait wait, any-more-more
Dont even think about the consequences
Cause right now youre the only thing thats making sense to me

And I don't give a damn what they say
what they think think
Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time for ever
never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you, It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now need you so much
SomehowI can't forget you Been going crazy from the moment I met you

CHARLIE

Today's post is dedicated to a video. OMG I LOVE CHARLIE. LOL.




I dunno why but i just LOVE THIS VIDEO. The jokes are so, me. I've used some of them before like the door thingy hahaha.

My favourite lines!

GRAB ON TO OUR TONGUES. Blehp.

we gotta be sneaaaaaaaaaakkkkkky charrlie. sneeaaakkkyyy (moves rubber legs)

charrrlie look out for the blah blah blahs!

Ring Ring. Heeeloo? Ring ring, hello? ring ring, hello? ring ring YOU HAVE A BAD CONNECTION.

THE DOOR CAN SEE INTO YOUR SOULLLL(pupils dilate). Wow it can do all that? haha, no.

AHHHHHHHHHH ITS A WHALE. just a few more steps. AHHHH ITS ANOTHER ONE. its just up ahead.

catfishes noodlefish manta ray stingray, hammerhead.... OMG the rap is so cool LOL. I think some of the names were made up lolol.


Lol anw, I ponned national day celebrations today whoo! My 1st event ponned this year! lol. Anw, I'm kinda worried about prelims in 50 days. I better mug abit. but charlie keeps popping into my mind. argh lol.

And I hope i still stand a chance with you being so into the past :)

Feeling Unfab

Hello world.

Today was feeling fab day! I did kayaking which turned out to be rather boring.

Well the day wasnt supposed to be a good one since anyway cor wasnt going. Anyway, we had to wait for 1 hour till 9 till our bus left school, and it took us super long to get there, cuz we needed to walk there after alighting from the bus. So by the time we reached there it was like, 10plus? Then we had all the usual briefing and usual safety stuff, then we had to lug all our kayaks down to the beach which wasted even more time. By the time we were in the water it was already like 11.

I partnered des, which turned out to be the laziest pig in the whole wide world. DUDE CAN YOU PLEASE PUT THE PADDLE IN THE WATER AND MOVE LOL. like 9/10 of the time i was solo paddling her la, and I had to put up with her "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH THE BOAT IS GOING TO CAPSIZE" x10000 times everytime a wave came and rocked our kayak precariously (we were kayaking at the sea so the water was kinda choppy). Des was like, paddle 2 or 3 times, then she will put down her paddle and say omg i am sooo tired. wtf man lol. and when she did paddle, she did it soooooooooooo slow that our paddle would collide cuz timing off and make her scream again. so in the end i gave up and just asked her to not paddle at all lol. stupid des LOL.

So then we paddled around for like 5 mins plus, then we had to form up in the middle of the sea by holding each other kayaks and play stupid games, like those kind of stand up on ur boat and sing song or cheer and those kinda rubbish. In fact, we spent more time doing this kind of lame mid-sea activities as compared to actually kayaking.

At the very last activity, some people had to like, crawl over each other's kayak from one end to another while in a formation. So you can kinda picture this, a whole row of kayaks in the choppy sea and we had to jump from one kayak to another, reach the end, and go to the other end, then go back to your seat. Freaking dangerous la since the kayaks were kinda slippery. So we numbered ourselves from 1 to 40 plus and then I was like, oo i hope i get called this looks kinda fun. AND LOL I DID GET CALLED. Me and celine(my classmate) were called, and we were supposed to race to see who could go 1 round and get back to your seat faster, the loser had to stay on and continue playing until he won.

So I was crawling from 1 kayak to another, and it was ******** painful cuz my knees and the kayak were kinda sandy and when u crawl from one kayak to another on your knees, the abrasion is epic sad. LIKE OUCH. and the kayaks were rocking like crazy, i kept slipping. At one part i slipped and grabbed on to the side of a kayak, and at the moment, a wave came and like, bumped all the kayak against one another of my finger was caught between 2 kayaks and it literally smashed my finger. OUCH LA. PAIN LOL. Its still throbbing now.

SO anw, back to the "race", celine of course ahd it worse than me cuz she was a girl, and was crawling dam slowly, and even fell a few times on a kayak. Poor thing lol. SO i crossed to both ends much faster than her, and everyone was like eh let her win must be gentlemanly. haha of course i did, duh, I HOW gentlemanly LOL, I would ahve done it even without them asking. so i sat on the kayak and waited for her to get back to her sit, which was forever, and then since i "lost", i had to compete with another person. Bummer. I WAS GOING TO CALL DES LOL BUT she said alot of scary stuff that she'd do if i called her LOL, and anw the experience was quite bad and it was kinda evil just to call her and see her suffer for fun :P so I just picked a random guy from a kayak, and we raced.

Walau lor the people that were kayaking was asking that guy to lose purposely so that I didnt need to go another round, i mean its only common gentlemanlyness(?) or common courtesy to let me win and go back and he continue the cycle. SO when i heard people calling that guy to let me win i assumed he would and started crawling slowly. When i reached the first end i turned around and was like "OMFG HE IS CRAWLING DAM FAST" obviously he wasnt going to let me win. I was like LOL you piece of shit, then I just suddenly go into rage mode, I actaully stood up on the kayak and jumped from 1 kayak to another, and ran dam fast on it, and all the girls in the kayaks i stood on screamed cuz the impact was rather large i think LOL. so i was like omg omg omg RUNNNN then at the very last sec that guy and me were like dam close to our seats, like an equal number, I i just freaking lept over 2 kayaks and jumped into my seat, AND I WON. HAHA BEAT THAT YOU PIECE OF SHIT. LOL. Anw ya i was congratulated for that exiciting round of competition. Woah i rock man LOL, even when i had such a slow start.

There wasnt any time left, so we headed back to shore at like 1200, which was like omg we only kayaked 1 hour and like only a distance of less than 1 km, what a wasted opportunity. I remember we kayaked for more than 10 km over a few hours in my sec sch camp, I would have wanted that. BUT LUCKILY IT WASNT ANYWAY, SINCE DESIREE WAS A FREELOADER AND I HAD TO KAYAK HER EXTRA WEIGHT. Stupid girl lol. Anw, when we were near to shore, I PURPOSELY CAPSIZED THE BOAT LOL. Whoo, I was like "desiree give me your paddle(cuz i dont trust her to hold on to it and later it will float away)" then i like 3,2,1 FLIP. LOL DAM FUN SIA. Cuz desiree didnt want to get her hair wet, but of course I wouldnt let that happen LOL. After that she was cursing me F*** YOU KENNETH all the way and shouting dam loudy lol! HAHA take that u freeloader :P

After that we had to lug the kayak all the way back to the center and wash it and put it back into place, so waste time. So then we all went to take the bath, and i dunno why but the guys shower was a open shower, that means no cubicle and stuffs so everyone bath in plain sight. So of cuz i just bathed with my shorts on and went to change after that. But got like 1 or 2 guys they were like bathing fully naked LOL. I was walking into the shower area and i was like wtf i see some guys butt. then i err /avoid. LOL. even after that they just change openly when naked so its like erm, abit lol. cause the bathroom is just 1 big room with no partition, so its like you see those 2 guys guan ming zhen da just walk around "show off" LOL. Desiree would have been excited by this LOL.

So that concluded the day, took the bus back to VJ and went out for quick lunch then went home. lol. My arms are kinda aching abit from the solo paddling. Oh well just need to sleep early, dam tired and bored.

Reflections:
1. IT WAS DAM BORING.
2. DESIREE SUCKS
3. DESIREE's SCREAMING SUCKS MORE (lol)
4. I dont really want to see naked guys walking around and changing right beside me LOL.
5. Ziyun said i was quite muscular LOL. First time i hear anyone call my flabby arms muscular.
5. I WISHED YOU CAME
6. I wished you came
7. I wished I kayaked with you
8. I wished I capsized you LOL(ok i wouldnt cuz of your ...)

Wow i didnt know i had so much to write about kayaking. Story telling haha. Ok then, I'm signing off now lol. bye! Remember to join my fanbase! 2 and counting! LOL.