Hey all!

Went to the science center today, which was SURPIRSINGLY FUN?!
Lol after me and des spam science center like dno how many times for SMP, I'd thought I'll be like ZOMG save me I'm so going to stone. Surpirsingly, the BODY WORLD WAS DAMN BORING. And the fun part was at the science center exhibits itself! It changed kinda much during the past year and the sound exhibition was seriously fun sia. There was this echo tube which you shouted in and you can hear your echos, which was freaking hilarious cause I did charile the unicorn impersonation :D CHARRLIEEE. LETS GO TO CANDAY MOUNTAIN CHARRRLIEEEE.

Not to mention amelia and xenia who were like some boring parents who walked so slow and read every word of the body world exhibit till I was as restless like when my sis drags me out to some girls clothes shop or somthing. AHMA AMELIA! Lucky xm more fun, the button masher who kinda smashed every button that was smashable to see what different exhibits was about, and move on like once the exhibit started doing anything, or when she lost interest in the exhibit, which usually occured together. Trigger happy much?

Woah i actually tagged so much about a trip to the science center. Wtf is wrong with me! Im a freaking 18 year old for god's sake. Must be stupid corliss and her words of "Science center/discovery center/BIRD PARK(!!!)/zoo(!!!) are very cool and fun to go places!" Talk about fail outings and deprived childhood! HAHAHA <3

Anw! Walked around with ahma amelia in AMK hub (aleteration:AMK and Ahma Amelia), ate some stupidly disgusting soya bean ice cream from mr bean, which was definetely worse than that weird tomato juice cor let me try. It was really painful to eat that ice cream. I swear :( I was practically forcing it down my throat :( After that I found a really really cool present that des woula absolutely love so I bought it HAHA. 1 more brownie point desiree! 8 more to go for my reward ;)

Dunno why Im so high today, maybe its cuz of the whole orientation thingy at school. Oh well, better rush this stupid CTC thing i have looming above me. Sigh. See ya!

PS: lots of cute J1 girls this year. LOL.

David Archuleta - Crush

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay



Omg. I heard this song a long long time ago but I never ever read its lyrics. By far, the most Appropriate and best lyrics ever to describe my past year lol! Strangely, I'm not emo, rather I rather determined to erase that part of my tainted past. Cause its no point lying to myself, I know that theres only one option to choose from. haha! damn.

London choco roll¬

How did "cuz i know your problem" become "its your problem"! LOL! Talk about epic fail reading which made a concerned statement become a insult or something. hahahahaha!

Anw, Im yet again pissed at an old topic. It seems like history repeats itself again for some weird reason, and im pissed at the same girl yet again. I mean come on.... Dots man. Like an irritating mole that just permanent black face and spread words of dissent even though you're too nice to her. Wts man

And I do care whether we get to sit together, but as my last 20 smses has said, I really care and empatize about what you go through, and thus I dont want to make things harder for you, which is the reason I suggested fully no sitting tgt. Thus, I leave the choice up to you to make, cuz its "your"(as in not mine LOL) problem and thus you should decide :)

Hope that cleared the air lolol. You scared me with your last sms tone. See ya round. I think Im a rather well mannered individual and dont really like to use vulgarities too :)

By the way, FUCK YOU NO LIFE CHIDISH BASTARDS WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO. GO ROLL INTO A DARK HOLE AND STAY THERE. :)

Seriously dude.

Why am I posting so effing much when school has started and Im meant to be mugging ARGH.

THIS BLOG SHALL BE CLOSED. BYE.

Moving on. I dont know why Im having these Emo Swings. Its like, mood swings but I drift in and out of emo-ness. Wait... Emo is a mood right. Uhh, I guess that means Im having mood swings. Uh yea. Lets do this over again

Moving on. I dont know why Im having these MOOD swings. Its like, Im doing my work or something then suddenly I feel like OMG LIFE SUCKS and I start thinking how life sucks or something.

Anw, Bye.

I do think about you everyday :) :(

Some S35 girls and guys really sucks.

Really really sucks.

I mean come on, its my life and our business, dont go make a mountain out of a moleehill. Yea sure you wanna bridge gaps by taking away 3 hours that we have in a week when you guys are all in the same class and go through 50 hour weeks together. So GTFO if you dont know anything and stop being bitching about other people being bitchy cause it only goes to show who the real bitches are. Fuck man.

zzz. Im angry for the 2nd time in my life, over an almost identical issue LOL. Screw this and get a life. No wonder she hates VJC.

Schools starting! LIKE FINALLY! yahoo. Lets all steel our minds so that we can turn into mugging machines(fail) that will mug 24/7(fail) and get staights As!(fail). New year resolutions are as follows...

1. Stop playing computer games (failed)
2. Stop thinking about girls (failed)
3. Stop dreaming with the notes in front of me (failed)
4. Go onto msn less often (failed)
5. Accomplish 1/10 of mugging goals (passed)

I wonder which stalker still visit this blog :) cmon dont be shy, tag on the tagboard:)

I hope I'm not being made use of. If so, then burn. In the firey depths :)

Uhh yea. Cant help being emo huh. Time to prepare for school!