Hi.

Promos are over. Whoo.

Why am I feeling so f-ing bored. I played my computer game for like 3 hours and I was thinking omg if I play another round of dota I am gonna puke.

Then I went to play gb with des, which was mildly entertaining.

Even now to me going out seems rather bland as its always the same old. The only thing that would entertain me is a chalet, which wouldn't happen anw.

Man, life just feels so bleak and hopeless. You know I even took out my bio notes to read thru again cuz I found it more exciting.

Des told me this is a classic example of depression. YES I feel depressed I dunno why and dam emo. I've hypothesized that it was becuz this year I experienced something much more fufilling and nourishing to the mind and spirit that gave much greater joy that now all the things which used to appeal now don't. I was installing my fav wow and was thinking, omg, I don't really wanna play this actually.
Now, if only I could experience it again lol. But I don't think I can, cuz nth appeals me much anymore, fantasies crumble into memories, and comparisions propogates feelings of inferiorty.

Oh well, I hope my emo feelings are only temporary. Exam blues you could call it LOL. Wait, that doesn't make sense. Well I don't freaking care cuz I am bored of blogging now and thus it shall also stop.